Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Finally silent

 He finally cried.

city, I loved the man, why he would be so powerful, gently transitory man's word, let me leave tears.

two

dictionary, I began frantically, to write a novel. I want to give the novel a man to a name, a nice name. This to me is very important. Because only a good man to me the name,UGG bailey button, I was able to write him to complete me with his love.

Yes, I am with him, the story of the man. I gave them names, give them handsome face, warm smile, slender pale fingers, gentle melancholy eyes. I'm with my man, I made up the story, in my dream, meet, fall in love, together, or never see each other again. I always use the first person to describe, always written as a sad their delicate, pale sad woman. Like the ancient wealthy young lady, leaning on the window, hands clinging flower fan, or incense Pa. One day a certain period, happened to pass by Zhanglang horse, he looked at me, he smiled at me her face Young. I then decided to go with him to the vast distance.

But because Zhanglang horse is white.

three

he said, fish, and you still like me?

I froze, eyes began to wet gradually to not see the words on the screen. I can not answer.

suddenly sounded just a telephone call, I pick up wiping away his tears. Anand. His happy voice: I ah.

I said, ah, I know you.

Anan Hey laugh, I just like harassing you, you make me want to do.

Then I laughed, holding the phone talking for a very long time.

finished and then go to QQ, the city's head is shining eagerly, and I hastily opened. He said: Do you use silence to answer? In fact, early on I knew you love me is very blind, and soon, like this clear sky.

next.

fish, or you had to say is that we, or their own life bar.

next, the next one.

just saw your picture on the forum, smile, or so clean. However, the fish, do you remember I was?

next, next, next.

he no longer write a long string of hit period.

long string, like a few full flat symbols. I am more Kanji Yan, it becomes a dagger, with blood dripping, straight, accurate piercing my heart.

over, the city's gray head, and died.

Yes, I am dead, dead alive.

my mirror, face cold tears, looking at himself. At his crying so ugly, crying and trembling.

still in the phone laughing and joking just to talk with Anand, a blink of an eye, they began to look dilapidated to cry.

more annoying ah,

four

dark sky, but delays in black.

I finally decided to call my man city. I could not help, turn rotten dictionary always spans a mind that only a person's name.

city,Discount UGG boots, my dear city, you still love me, I'm so reluctant to admit ah.

This name appears in my story many times. He met me, love me, we like the fairy tale prince and princess as a happy and good life. I am laughing while writing, when finished will be empty heart. I wrote down, but I think hard and altered the story. Yes, just stories.

City woman with her love, he was waiting for her, he does not love me.

my editor called and asked me: small fish, who called the city's people? So long, and you could not bear to replace his name.

I laughs and says, he is my love ah.

That kind of editing, Adelaide, exclaimed in disbelief: wow, you bad little fish, and when love is not there let me know. Humph! I, I do not give you the next dispatch of a child.

I still laugh, ah, I knew you, do not give me give another thing. Attach a photograph, hey, they do not send strange. Probably more money than you two not that fortunate few.

low-down sound of Adelaide, Jingru woman like Qiqiaiai: You're making more than the story of what really moves people, a lot of little girls like it, of course, there are boys. There are many letters to the editorial department have come to know you, those letters are still with me, and I do not want guys to know you. The day that you were Guaipao how to do it?

Adelaide? Adelaide? He said these words in the middle, I called him twice. He does not seem to hear, just keep saying, like a story in the statement. I could hear going.

Abduction how you been done? Adelaide sad to say that. He likes me?

I laughed, I think about my unrequited love, or did not tell the truth Adelaide. Sometimes, I am so proud.

five

two in the morning or can not sleep, mind babble, empty.

closer look at yourself, all day long, and I miss the most, is the city, is still the city is always the city. Because I could not walk into his life, unable to make him fall in love with me, he became my scenery, beauty and distant land, will eventually become a huge scar I will not scab, and a huge scar. If a mark carved in the round in the light of the past few years.

bedtime boldly on to send him a text message, few words, with my little self-esteem has always been: a little bit today, thinking of you.

After sending off quickly. If he now saw, more shame about.

sleep, no matter what by his words, have nothing to do with today.

City will not know it, I thought a little courage to say, in fact, is.

six

Adelaide still sent me the manuscript, watching the fish and the City story love each other, editing, publishing, and then to more millions of people watching.

I'm happy, Adriano sent the magazine was a good day I wish the city to see our story, from the inside to see my little wish. Then really, we live a good life-like prince and princess.

Adelaide called excitedly to say: small fish, I've been going to Beijing next year, to you. Side of the magazine has been greeted here waiting to get to the end of the year award.

carefully like a child, he asked: Do you like the city, not married, right? I laughed straight

Hey, did not it, not a written character. Now the fish, a soft welcome suitors. The more the better, handsome priority. Adelaide woman call me a color tone does not conceal his pleasure in: fish do not like being abducted, I did not come to do harm.

Adelaide calls often called, is coming turnaround time Cuigao son, paid a manuscript submitted for review to call to report the results of evaluation Journal of the table out any connection with the Review Journal I said ranking. Other times, told me in vain, and mumbled singing, never tired.

several occasions, he even told me not opening Hi, as said with a smile like Anand, I ah.

snappily I remember I shouted again, dead pig Anan, which went dead this time? Side surprised a moment, and then some acid to ask: Who Anan?

originally Adelaide. I thought a move, he exclaimed, Anand is the Catcher in the Rye Yeah.

fact, Adelaide is. So do I. Seven

instant

soon fall over.

golden ginkgo leaves, there are several evening, I went to go and find them beautiful small golden look, and my heart warm.

I city, and did not like that as their life, but living in the same city when the different corners. I suggested him, the fish is like the city. But he all the way to silent. On several occasions, I have hated in my heart that, being so, no matter no matter what happens later, death will not be back.

naturally proud of the woman, like me, for the first time, enthusiastic, take the initiative to love a person, the result is not responding.

met occasionally in the QQ, and his head quietly lit the small penguins do not speak with me. I put the hard cold hearts penguins dragged to the blacklist, the system is prompted to confirm the deletion of the user when they mysteriously place a

often is not what it would feel helpless.

City, is something that I feel helpless people, and was completely helpless.

himself some pain, I know. Behaved in a hesitant, unable to stop. Constituent heart, and damp, and full up the water like a river. Is empty most of the time, like drying out of flood on the bare stone. City day silent, I day in suffering. Side of the suspect himself, while examining their own; side of the poor themselves, while comforting themselves.

many nights in the mirror looking at his appearance, a look of desperate waiting, I do not know how to do that themselves.

One night, I joke, the city registered a new forum ID, a signature is not used are left in the QQ, but also new applications for the mail bag. Crazy irrigation, and saw his post on the back.

next day,UGG shoes, I actually saw the city added that the new ID number. I pretended did not dare look acquaintance with him nonsense, no joy in his heart. No. I used inside the city is lit picture, but for me blind, he is just met with a strange woman a house on fire. My anger and hate, to speak still sad sad, reminding us of scenes of a Jour.

Overall, the night is in fact pretty good.

because the city actually see through me. I look at the whole process, did not find what went wrong. My contact there, leaving the new applications is also not used mail, telephone is he knew not that the fixed phone.

He later sent a hit man to take a hammer over the head of the face, and said: I play you a Pisces!

Side of a hurry to check chat history, I do not know where to reveal the true features. Zhenhen not to make the computer explode.

Think I probably took brains.



I can think of are.

I have used so skillfully, we can see more than I was originally not a frank person.

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turned out that he had not remember my way.

I did not like the way they want and never look back, but without hesitation agreed. Heart, and even a little proud.

I still love the city, how I do not want to admit ah.

eight

Adelaide cried on the phone, fish, and you must give me a chance, let me take the dark aperture in your lives.

moved I thought I would start crying, his eyes are cold, the heart is cold. Secretly sigh, that soft weak weak woman, and when we should be able to treat cold man cry.

ah. I said, Ade Wo know, you do not cry in front of a woman.

then hung up the phone.

nine

I can not wait to write here. Weekend, a small city and I dating. Xia Xing

subway to the door, and then transfer to the Gongzhufen One line. City, where he is waiting for me that, I went over there to catch two hours in advance. Not very far away, to me, seems far away. I also do not know this view, is a new beginning or for the use of no longer meet to prepare.

I always remember that night,

eat at KFC a simple dinner. I looked at the city like a child, a bite to eat with relish.

how I did not eat, has a smile, thinking how much he is missed, would like to see the words.

out of the KFC and then I do not know where to go, the door is not far from subway station. City, we walk.

so we went to, went from Gongzhufen Wanshou. The sky bright moonlight, street lights on the flow of the destruction. The sky was purple lining, and some strange, as if to imply something.

in Wanshoulu subway station, we bid farewell.忽忽 saw, a meteor is reminding us of scenes.

out of the subway, I am a deep breath. What fragrant air flow into my lungs and asked. I looked up and immersed in a rare look at the sky, and meet the city has not changed anything. When he left, when I walked alone in the channel leading to the export of long, no one cares about me, no one noticed me. My whole heart is breaking.

ten

Adelaide travel to Guilin, but also to the overcast moon, happily call and say buy a better small gift to me. Rings, bracelets, wallet .... bought a lot of mess. I said I just love the ring. Adelaide Weiweiququ say, but how do I buy it, or have sent you, I will write a letter to you.

I have some joy. Adriano said he was willing, he will write a letter to me, how rare. I have been looking for someone to write a letter to me, long to see are endless.

soon to Adelaide by the small package, and a long letter. Adelaide is so original word was good, I have never seen a boy can put the words are written so good-looking, clean and strong,cheap UGG boots, like the man's finger in my story.

Adelaide told a girl to a girl named Little. She fell in love with his many years of struggling, he was bent on writing his favorite fish. He referred to is actually very beautiful and small, like many of her people, she only Italian Adriano. In love there, no one can fulfill who we all so selfish, ruthless abandon loved, loved getting ready moths to a flame.

I see drops of tears.

If you can not let the city fall in love with me, I willingly and Adelaide together is a good bar. Or Anand Ye Hao, watch him as little to me so many years like.

XI

Qinliang City as jade-like, relentless.

QQ, I gave him a message, between us and did not really have the opportunity to have any intersection of the bar, on the verge of death as a person, even if saved, will inevitably leave after-effects, eventually have to die, anyway, had to die. So late as premature death.

sent. Mind was read to the original written that sentence, I am dead, living dead.

is indeed the case.

before long to see his little penguin jump. He said, however, I hope you can live happily. I say, thank you.

him back, The word alone

it makes me extremely sad, I have to say. Fell in love with him, I am a person of sin, all the sadness I last owned by the person who, as long as he happy. But I bit overestimating himself. I think they are great, can carry everything.

in mind to remove him, I asked, her face hard with heavy heart: you like the girl, her name?

She has a very good name. City intoxicated to say: I love her so many years, exhausted, but can not give up. She is my life's fairy, I think I will not regret a lifetime waiting her return.

Oh, the original, when you have so stupid!

I know her years, did not make him love me, my incompetence. But the good news is, she has no boyfriend to when we first met, like innocence, and I therefore persisted, and so look forward to.

What was her name? I saw my body there are a huge wound is bleeding. I'm just full of unwilling, to know her last name, and then a clean break with the city, but he worked up chatter.

I woke up this morning, went to bed at night, shouting her name will be. I admit that I love her more than fascination, and she is my window to see the priceless crystal before it is time I would spend a lifetime waiting for the crystal, that does not get used.

What was her name? I Jiyu yelling. God ah.

small to, she called the Little to. City finish this sentence I pulled into the black list was the. This time, I do not have the slightest hesitation.

I finally laughed.

small to, dear little to, little to Adelaide. The original is merely a guardian, the soulful side of a large wheat field waiting for the one hand, the last step being mercilessly, all the way to catch up. God does not give us the opportunity to face to face, how on winning or losing? The only lost, that is, willing to jump since addicted to that person.

this love of war, how luxurious! Run out of hard work, exhausting life, it may not be able to play the world.

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