Ninv - Plot

 Ninv (b)

the second time in July 1970, my second grade, pale gold in the road to the other side, between the freshwater and related inter-called transition
bamboo in a small place, not even the former Township Ga why not take a block town, opened a hybrid between the days of heavy goods shop in my home
.
day with excitement like a mother's dowry to be married women purchase, busy out into the busy little eyes narrowed to laughing seam,
flip-style slippers da da ring from the inside to the outside, as light played upon March, I have never seen his mother smile so beautiful eyes
Shining nothing left inside, the burning hot sun of a gentle color according to the glorious glow, I saw the light I
beautiful, bright future.
I took little brother, set out to see bundles of motor tricycles bamboo broom pile at the door, and my heart the name of your mind: Hey!
this semester's labor to pay a broom, I have nowhere to be found, while more Jiaoren surprises yet to come, a pickup truck to load
a variety of bottles and jars, there are colorful candied fruit to candy, cookies, snacks, new clusters of the glass body will be like rubbing the reflective
bayonets, parade Side upright, neatly arranged in the brand-new lit glass case, the neighborhood children small
see mouth open, nose slips puffed in the cave are jealous to nagging: > had little to refrigerators, stuffed almost did not come off, Hyogo Bang Bang is a bagel with ice and popsicle, soda lower
full of pine in China over SARS and the orange and grape soda, green and yellow purple brown, the color of the United States was reluctant to teach
person closing the door, really want a plug in the bottle inside and locked up in a piece of ice in the inside was dead until the death of inflation.
replenishment operation lasted for a month, Every day people come to buy what the store does not, mother immediately purchase, dried radish pickles
, vocabulary Cang Sork board, fuse wire and hh unique smell and all kinds of goods together, into a strange new
fresh taste, our sense of smell Yan Restraints, when the goods straight from the reactor into the first floor, second floor, the stairs to our room, the old mother's heart
gradually occupied by these groceries, after full, with a little brother and the family slowly Tam Tam falling on my shoulders, I began to not like this
grocery store, but my memory is Fanjian happens wonders wildly, each of goods, I think one would remember the price
, Mom too lazy to check price lists, because they can not understand the word, and sometimes she would draw a random symbols,
strange that a lot of t triangle pattern, she did a few days to forget that he remember what it was, then
catch all day I asked: throat and back:
brother told me that once I go to bed to dream in, shouting: br> grocery store opened a year later, mother almost memorize all the prices no longer need to ask me, I've also downright tired of
shop, the original name of money, brains do not eat candy, do not feasible, I and brother took advantage of Mom turned to glass jars
's back to spin the lid, like a mother has eyes in the back of the body do not have to turn Doude to even shouted: ?
to me seemed to be especially bad to hopeless.
and I would rather believe that I was hopelessly grocery stores that bad between the damned.
grocery store changes everything , since the younger brother of a freshman up, read the fourth grade, I took his big
caught in the heap in the school report, a kind of female teachers patted my head and said: ah capable
little sister! grocery store is the world's most brutal industry, especially in my home business is booming gradually after the village where the hottest network
is not the district office, not in the long house is not the only two small post office staff, but my family Sky, business
store, if someone asked me what to do after growing up, I do not have the concept, but I will not kill me to open my
grocery store and an end to the garbage in the river bank to catch crabs free days, but no longer the world as a transmission line
resultant grocery industry, as people experience the deeply difficult to make money, the light is to think of the money so make a point fifty cents in the coming
, let discouraged petrified, and it put the years all year round with no holidays, no rest at all, I often think
increasingly frenetic hot mom, by the increasing frequency of hysteria, and the shop on a certain, since no people can not tolerate long-term breathing
this day, if I want to find the culprit bleak childhood, that is the Chinese people shop
philosophy: do not leave, long time, there are shops and always home mix, resulting in the grocery store is my home, my family
is the grocery store, my house is the grocery store, our room is the warehouse, our family's children are the clerk, the old
mother is the owner and the father? He is? Let me think, yes! he is a hard working mother hired a porter.
certain type grocery store so I could change the house of happiness! changed my destiny! must!
Although some experts have said: because of the same surname who is a congenital biological given its quasi-Da threshold, and acquired social psychological factors
the waves, that prompted a person crossing the threshold showing homosexual acts, and I therefore conclude that in addition to their own heritage
transfer genetic and neurobiological factors, I'm gay and my mom with some absolutely can not avoid the grocery store.
I grew to hate the group of acid, the stinky sweat mountain Luanzuan boys, in particular the thin skin of a monkey called jerk
his disgusting, from his fine article on the truss with the rope tied to bamboo sticks pigskin on the fishing dog, you can see, he
is my classmate, but also my neighbors, my childhood is poorly cast a shadow life more urchins, and I wondered when I
hate him hate teeth itch, wishing he was in the truck crushed or drowned in the river, but now can not remember
to his name, sometimes imitate other people think of his skills also could not help but daphne Seoul, which is probably the most capable years
blunt the memory of all the sharp, of course, hours later, I did not know I is, like the woman's
woman.
father is a veteran of unskilled, Changsha that battle, there are artillery shells exploded in his ear, he was all right not
too, but it is in many One day years later, declared to us by his own: his ear for the deaf which
battle, and I am curious about his hearing loss is very strange, sometimes shouted in his ear that he could not hear, there are When the volume of electricity
as much, but he can follow the drama inside the flat huh Ah, I often suspect that dad is not really deaf, only
is to evade, to avoid what I do not know Maybe a lot of things that he did not want contact.
dad, especially in the grocery store after the opening of the more powerful behind the ear, he will always remember how much a bottle of soy sauce, rice pound
a few, so he's not Kandian qualifications, work can only do more low, tied the bottle and move cargo, people
once home to buy canned eel, mother in the kitchen, I just large squatting in the toilet, the toilet and then I heard Dad telling people
ten dollars for a tank, immediately shouted No! not! but Dad can not hear, I also gave defecate feces, the difference between the bottom to catch
out, but too slow, sprang to the mother has a stride , open to drink: two pieces of money, mother's face as the national opera cosmetic surgery look like a laughing
changed the face: interest rate, jumping feet scolded: mouth: strange bed, what
something useful? Dad head down, what matter if there is no reason to go into a group of rope that chaos in order to tie the bottle,
mother into the kitchen before they spit a mouthful I do not have the heart to see Dad's face, and slipper back up the squatting toilet, but not any longer come
defecate.
This is Mom and Dad get along with the model, but I remember not to open Shop ago, noisy Europe noisy, Mom or Dad to stay a bit to old
Thin, the shop after the different, and she scolded the old father is an old waste, old fool, shameless, all kinds of crude, then swearing
casual able to blurt out, she also likes to talk about those eight hundred years ago, the old thing, saying that her dad cheated 好惨,
old father in the mainland have a wife and a daughter, she followed him to suffer hardship, eventually retaking the mainland She did not
, but noisy noisy Europe European trouble, people not figure out is that they still had three, still living together under one roof in
so many years, no one wanted to leave meaning, like Tai door soliciting the
home next door to my father heard Yang's mother for several years, Yang's mother to the son of the village people are behind their father long as Yang, and Tai
there are ways and Yang Mom Mom harmony in my home seemed to be the common talk not the length of the house.
and Tai Dad Dad and Young can live in peace work in the same factory, compared homosexuality to, I do not know the opposite sex
love is ridiculous it is inexplicable why people? or the reality of people forced to compromise the endurance of the fact that the bandit
Yi think the point?
brothers and sisters very friendly, parents are kindly hh Mom's grocery store that opened between the damned, the income is far more than father, the original dominant
bath is skyrocketing up the momentum, that we should look her breath the whole family to live, Mom used it to know that < br> The most advanced idiom sentence also never understand a man, so good to have patience, my childhood memories of the father, always the next
the grocery store on post 佝偻着身子 squatting in another bundle of a dozen dirty dozen bottles of rice wine , soy sauce bottles, soda bottles hh
nearly two-year-old aunt dad, then mom is also under forty when the father because of the long-term fatigue, had like a six
ten several of the old man, he crouched for a long time gate tied after that got to be the bad bottle, often rickety stand
not get up, find a backbone derived prop up bending beneath the body, several times before he could have straightened up and
fell to a butt down to see a joke, like mom wildly against the fine to the store to free Keya love the gossip hum
: to this appearance, to whom behold?
if I abused him, but for me, alone for him, hum! three children starved to death early. They did not dare offend the mother, because usually the money to buy things when no
all credit, and so her husband paychecks come check out, because of this, mom in the eyes of some neighbors also have a superior
status; I can not Qufu Dad, Mom would mock me: can not tell you that Ray doll filial snack
also know that I do every day cattle and horses dead tired, how can you not come to help me? ah? exceptional kid!
in our home, especially after the opening at the grocery store, close to father is a sin, because we are large.
I hate my father died a laughing stock of others, even if he really like my mom said was a useless old waste,
dad in the end I do not know is really hard of hearing or a Taiwanese do not understand, he came to Taiwan for so many years anyhow 啦!
a curse, do not understand? I do not believe, unless he is really deaf father laugh every time when the mother in front of everyone, br> I always somehow made a few days temper, to come to her shop to see what customers face, find the money to them, with a total
lost, of course, discuss their own play, when my mother side side vociferously repair : Ray doll snack ah! you this exceptional
bitch kid! This is not me, do not rely on this store, the old man alone, money, and even to-day tuition is not thick enough
! < br> Days thick, is my big brother, big I was four, as his name, in my home is unique, just look at the lifeblood of the grocery store with mom's
his name to know how important he was, he mother not only had all the love and commitment of the father following the
looks correct and the mother's personality, I grew to look with awe to see him, yes, fear,
even those close to the nose of a further a few young folks, too, his noble Wusi rimmed glasses, a symbol of his status with the
all different, and he made me and little peace of mind Earthly Branches run errands for him things, things to do good, Awards
reward is not, as long as he smiled and nodded, we both like to be floating like a reward, if done well,
him mercilessly: father mother scolded as a matter of course, and we
like father, like Fanjian Side do not feel listened to harsh.
He later lived on a private junior college the school, his university service not only straight Let us look at his eyes even with
King envy, and even my mom watched a blind eye could not help but laugh.
addition to mother other than that we are not talking with him, and his guitar English songs more
tape and portable radios is something we do not deserve to touch, I used to secretly watch his back is so arrogant that he was even back upright,
really think he is the Prince of these dumps children ; I think I was not qualified to envy a prince,
but strangely enough, when I saw the mother and the Sky, a mother of Ci Zixiao the Harmonious Families, the kind of sense and so the anxiety
afraid I do not want to go more than a trace to not get to the bottom of the dirty feeling.
me? mom gave me the name of an angel, but I always thought heaven is far from me, Mom called me the volume of the shuttle in the Fan
dirty crowded grocery store, the old pocket turn my head dizzy I get irritated; What angel? simply feces days, I like
Mang drop from about escape as everyone Xianzang, all too smelly, because my skin allergies, but also love turning junk, old
a big foot sores, pus bleeding to annoying, dirty, all my feelings to myself.
I guess, if I really was an angel, it must be for me to dawn and taken on the morning, from the
small to large I've been playing the role of his guardian angel, because the grocery store is almost all devoted mother the lifeblood of the spirit,
until nearly twelve o'clock at night when the gates down, and still looking around to see if the road has long been uninhabited, there
not that person is moving in the store to buy into something, I Even if someday I want to test the last one, it will not run more than Mother
which long-term clients that come to her rage, this town, in addition to father, the most cursed mother is
to open in the the alley next to the old hunchback, another grocery store, Mom closed the door even if the illness is not willing to break one day,
hunchback is the fear that robbed her clients, in this case, see Gu Tianming for cooking and laundry
responsibility falls on my body, but also because the size of a washing clothes, I see the Sky, not the fact that the prince, his socks as Haochou
and dawn, although not as old white T-shirt Dad was yellow as well as the old hole, but you braved the pungent
acid sweat, his shirt stained with his breast to eat and sometimes drops of yellow grease or greenish juice, oh! he did not
the prince, the prince will not extraordinary that, I dip a piece of heavy him become a good sink with soapy water fell to the
washboard bell-bottoms on: dictates. her unconscious hostility on me the incentive, but it is all pure
pure speculation of my own, because the mother has repeatedly said: I would not join her pain because I was too heart
lack of filial piety, and her most often cited example is the neighborhood in beef jerky that I was six events, the thing
: the three of us had a father with a kid to an old Executive home has given us uncle a small piece of beef jerky per person
Twenty years ago the country, not to mention eating, and even that did not read it to see what delicious wonder,
dawn on the spot twenty-three would swallow, I reluctant to eat at once, as a small way as silkworm and a small mouth of the biting small
heart wing, fear too much would spoil the mouth of a sudden this delicacy, came home, happy days of thick
deliberately left less than half the beef jerky to the mother to try: into his mouth and chewing: br> happy. mom happy smile face to meet the dawn and asked: residual meat scraps, I guess
if any, he would immediately put into the mouth to suck.
down the I: : Mom brought thigh says the mouth is constantly, I do not know that she determining a person's standard of filial piety and filial where,
I must honestly recognize the Sky, especially love good reason to be mother, but not necessary in a child is still muddled
ignorant to understand when to sentence her to death, right?!
Hem hh pick Tiaomei,
on the mother's reasoning that sheer stupidity and disdain, but maybe I thought cared about, so always there is no statement of the law-abiding resentment
doing the housework, with dawn to go to school, help Mom Kandian, I hope one day she would have a neighbor said: this woman
children actually pretty good.
Although life can not be called carefree childhood, but probably not very satisfactory on can barely acceptable,
until sixth grade elementary school that year, the neighbors will gradually replace the color black and white TV, my life has never had
paste mode is not bright colors, fall into the gray, dark, no peace but not the dark light.
That year also happens to be Big Brother Sky, the year admitted to junior college live on campus, mother inadvertently learned from Dad's Friends:
dad's friends and the mainland through Hong Kong on on the relative contact and uncle had borrowed money to send to, Mom put grocery store when
days off for a few hours, to prove that it was home, the family never give grocery stores closed, Even
uncle's funeral, the mother can not bear to close the day I told her to leave school for two days at home Kandian, and then back south to attend a funeral for two days so
come back again, I remember very clearly, that mother romped with the face of the tired, the first sentence is
asked me: to have the house that afternoon, I and brother came back from school, no fresh air at home are
to detect strange atmosphere, when really a lot of gossip around the door, a mother cried tears of a nose: br> cruel Laohou regardless of the family, ungrateful, placed three mouths to eat at home regardless, to manage the three miles away who are not related to blow
? ah? you say! you all say ah!
this Xiusui heartless people, smelly ears after you see that people can spit in his head, mouth saliva, other provinces accounted for our pigs came to Taiwan to < br> also this lingering death of people! plane when the roots and bark, often Tisi aspect,
that let them send money to live the past count? to mention they have relatives in the mainland or dad still does, I never thought in my in
I think they made the constructive perception, the mother will be so angry, no! not angry,
is crazy! her out of the crowd, he took a broom, it would not be the first people called in to me head Cookin, mouth pointed
shouted: in relation to your crush, you die kid filial! name come from?
While Mom and Mrs. Li Tai mother's arm pull shouted: the point force children, so my mom a few times to break out and hit me a few more.
the neighbors if it seems to be no, not very hard to block mother of chaos rods, I fled the scene or hid on the second floor go,
good show but not really spectacular play, a lot of older women are not even willing to go back and cook dinner, have reluctantly had to go back to the
account of the whole must be obtained retained the scene quoted the wife, and everybody Wo wait for the mother's grocery store in the tragic drama of the hero dad getting off work
back, cut the ribbon for the opening ceremony, so that farce Sign kicked off.
my heart, nervous apprehension nervous on the second floor to be concerned for the fate of father . flesh on the waves that make me a little bit
throbbing hatred up, after deliberation, I Yingqixinchang made a decision: sleep, know? down the drain, safe landing, and I twitched his decision
clothes feel so smart.
I escaped to the road waiting for dad getting off work I do not want my parents tipped off into the crowd joke, mom dad
fight to criticize, you can, but noisy in their own closed doors, not in front of the neighbors Yang scandalous, and more
Road, a few people know about this matter, nor will the event itself What help.
me all alone in the path the moon until the stars are out, not heading for the big daddy's shadow, street
thatched blatantly spent the night wind, as if to punish demons claws I betrayed the mother of the retrograde, neck, shoulder dart out in gowns gowns
dart out, as if gripped at any time to stuff a drilled ghosts and goblins, I have to keep frighten looked around, fearing that the next second, no hope
to that direction, that place will emerge a white long-haired ghost discuss life, the long anxious and lonely fear
fear the burning question, the way the other end finally there was a swaying fuzzy shadows, I am pleased to have forward rushed: Floral underwear, while Yong bloated swollen, neat 倒挺 action.
.
such that in the end how long I have not done homework it, the moon slowly ascended
my head, the hour is late, I've been a father's factory, probably where I have the impression, however,
middle section of road that is not street, I do not drive away, not to mention the father will be so late in the factory? I decided to pour a few thousand,
no, I went back nine hh nine hundred ninety-one 八 0 hh hh hh nine hundred ninety-two more to the back I counted more slowly,
thousand! I'm disappointed, but also discouraging is not willing to go back, still looking back along the road, the closer I feel more grocery
heavy.
far I saw the Yunhuang dry grocery revealed at the junction, it is an important indicator of this small town, but also business function
center Its unique features and even stronger than the bulletin board, someone's enjoys a short flow length, should be through here,
broadcast to every corner of a house to rent someone's Rights, Whose Rights to ask for help with children, in short, it has The
function to which it is sold to the goods, silver paper from the gold paper to the daily necessities, stationery, drinks cans to the fire nothing is
package, which itself is the most attractive place to be is the mother own home as cheap and ugly when the groceries sold, attracting a number of specialized prying
the length of the town gossip people to listen to rumors in time, what Shunpian Mai pounds of flour, sugar Rights back,
of course, also owned some of their own to exchange gossip So on my house and grocery store were far better than watching a Taiwanese opera has been
addiction, which is the main cause of my business is booming, relative, our whole family is no privacy to speak of.
I walk around with the slow pace of hesitation slowly near, bright dazzling lights in the shadows is not shaking, and then approached a few
I see a clear step to determine in which no outsiders such as free Keya, then all of a sudden relaxation of tension in the heart of down,
Ha! great! wait too long, and impatience all back, right? dad was so smart, and usually are so punctual,
Europe has picked up late today, but escaped, and I light the trot in, a door was a strange intense pressure
shook gasped a cold: mother slumped after the cash register on a small chair, his face as though tired after a big battle
She did not ask me why I came back from the outside, the cold and pernicious in only one eye, wave after wave swept my head
to numb the skin.
I called her timid timidly: Mom hh > on the second floor opened only five candle light bulbs, just in my pupil to adapt to the dark light, I could not help but exclaim out
to: ? ah? how could this be? Foreign stocks also reveals a large unpleasant smell, Dad pulled out from the bag a
kettle: another town to buy, only that
kind of transparent, Ga Why I come back that way. students of the kettle, in fact, is not careless, it should be
is intentional so I really envy her a beautiful transparent water bottles, and my big brother not only wearing old clothes,
neighbors mom want to come to the old blue skirt, and even bags are green, my bag is broken, my mom wanted me to stay with Sky,
down that, the other girls are the red bags back to this, those boys psychopathic old laugh at me, even
rain boots are black in; Shu-Fen Lin teacher and my misdeeds, the teacher found me a new sum of her, I went home to twenty dollars
with mom, mom big scolded me: How much canned food to make two
ten? but did not earn fifty cents a pound blanket! His credibility
bargain? I had begged Dad Luo, meager monthly salary of all father to the mother, then mother gave him a few dollars
petty, I know he had no money, but my asked he rarely refused. little new water bottle in his hand,
which did not hold water, how I think it is the same with my heart heavy? I noticed dad back more bent, head
black and gray hair mess to coherent, wearing yellow T-shirt untidiness constantly broken, do not hem headlong into their belts, the Hong Kong leg of the musty odor from
dip in Wong Nai black shoes and a trace pounced to the sweat sour children who really smoked, obscure village
video losing his angular facial features, which is a neighbor of the old mouth of taro, the mouth of the dead mother pigs from other provinces
my dad, my gratuitous on an hot and sour nose dart from the throat, and then piping hot straight diffuse upward to the eye socket
Da Zhezhuan children, I try Dengyuan eyes, hoping the eye and the eyelids of a seam between the can empty it out again back home,
long-term suppression of the father's love, even said Lesser, I think this family was shocked to emerge in the rolling surge, like with
sin, shame, fear, embarrassment, and somehow, I do not have the heart to ask him , just how scolding by the mother, but also
not want to know how my family once again become the laughing stock of the neighborhood, only a quiet back down and I share a room dawn
small room, I'll do that submitted job.
textbooks on the mother increase the warmth of Ci Zixiao screen, I stared thinking about my family have such a day? my future will not have so
day? lying on the upper berth of the dawn awake, he climbed down and took my hand: on the road and so my father. King cut his tongue in the world fear the world why so many people who do not
chaos? damn ah damn! Why not let God's people as we had the plague village, all killed off?
a night I do are all pointing to my mom cursed nose broken tt! smelly tt! Ray doll nightmare snacks,
sleep early in the morning when I woke up again, I sat up body, the father found in our play ground floor room, I first have the opportunity to
time to see him so calm careful aging Chang Yen, Chun had still very nose, cheeks sunken
down because, with the sun and wind to bake too black, shrink shriveled like a small whole face two numbers, looks like a face
got left a big nose, double-fold eyelids because of relaxation, eye hanging down, with a few white bent under the Shoumei
weakness, it seems more unlucky, mouth half open revealing a black and yellow mess of gold teeth, the name calling
Loo Goo Goo snoring snoring, forehead wrinkles down due to sleep and relax, no longer so profound aspect, Dad is so even fell asleep
Koh Su Zhao body, such as tablets dehydration curled up like shrimp, in the end he has upright man of the day?
room too small, then piled mess of goods, people lying on the floor are filled into the space remaining, I crept across the
creep dodge or foot had crossed from the father, I use both feet and jump in the past, the grandmother said: Men will be
women across it, it will, the unfortunate, Dad enduring enough, and I do not want to make matters worse he will.
me to come down, Mom had to get up, neighborhood breakfast in the kitchen and saw her face I ignore my cold, stiff as if the lines to the cold end layer
cream, cover with a set of mother grew up in honor of me, about a hundred a year and I do not want to brag to escape words,
article as if I were bald head covered with wild ...