Tuesday, November 30, 2010

I am married, LG does not love me (3)

 Sometimes people do something wrong or a dead end, is derived from their side, no friends, or did not seek the help of friends. Himself got into a dead end, and a closed immersed in their world. I do not know when the End of the World see the saying, a woman, at least her side to have a big old female friend, not jealous, right to her life experience as a reference a lot of positive energy to give her help. something like this one words. Then I realized that the original I'm so lonely, you see, including my writing this, only a few simple clues, in fact my life is so simple, there are girlfriends, but we have a mutual family rarely in the mood with talk, not to mention such a thing, is always feel ashamed, Gui honey is a very Taidalielie girl, sometimes I worry she just met will help me severely criticized for a while, but can not provide any substantive help. ah, that is. I'm not saying she is not good, I swear.
if I can only listens to my mind is what level. He is a very strange one, when we are not so familiar, he will be close to you so quickly become familiar with each other, is a caring person so easily, but when you suddenly become friends then do not say no, or I even thought he was a friend whom I rely on, he was quietly off Upper Center door, he could easily enter my world, give me love, I come to the stage of his inner world in any case, is a deep reservoir that his own people. What is he thinking? have friends tell me ?
'm glad LG did not told the story to her mother, or will set off an uproar, I know my mother's man, she would shame my parents was referred to the point. at this point if there are remnants of the reason LG , or that left me a room. But I know that this matter has been so for me the only good impression LG are obliterated. how can I do, how hard they try to restore the situation? I think of his furious look on My attitude, I shudder, really, I am particularly afraid of him, and even mobile phones to think of it when I expect not to be him. I tremble with fear waiting for a paper he gave me the day of agreement. Then one day I received Koizumi's call to have time to do Jingjing
? is stuck to subconsciously feel robbed of her lover, as always can not help the guilty.
we are about in a cafe near the mall.
music soothing, coming and going, but not so very lonely space people feel relaxed.
met a lot of Koizumi's thin, some long hair, Koizumi was among those who I have seen wear the shirt bar the most flavor, because the shoulder relatively flat, thin arms , sexy collar bone sticking out, so I think she really is a very temperament of the girl. that is a girl her age inappropriate, but she really is between the kind of feeling between the girls and women,Bailey UGG boots, I am jealous side her side like her quietly.
her graceful sat down, told me: you lost.
I said, oh,,, you too.
point of good drink, and she caught my hands, very seriously looked into my eyes: things, why they come to you. There are too many sorry and regret, and if companies do not because I came back,,, well, do not say this, I just want to take with me mom, she was too lonely too poor, I was not reassured. damp, but no tears came, I said, she wanted to give my first feeling, as is a strong girl.
I understand why LG so in love with her, she is a magic man.
good. I'm such a person, much to heart longitudinal hundred thousand turn back thousands of back and turns, and only the first in his heart to go around here, thought out, written out, not even speak.
we have to do? he told Koizumi that even we separated it? but I seem to blame anyone. do not know when, I seem to have become like a third party, shall not see the light of day.
You are a good girl, he said he owes you a lot of , devoid of hope and fear of God into the earth, that feeling was too tough.
thank you for giving us this space, I know that is hard for you, for any woman is very difficult, you do quietly, I have had in mind! so sincere and unquestionable. fact that she did not know, and she is not, go and do not go, no different, she has deeply rooted in the hearts of LG, and that position, and no one to touch. < br> to be your friend, your sister, give you a caring person, I say seems to be quite hypocritical, Jingjing, in fact, very difficult for me to put him down, but I'm exhausted all efforts in trying, love is What ah? no matter how much you love a person, when necessary, we need reason, we need responsibility, no obligation, only the possession of love, it is erotic, no claim to love. trust me again, please? Just give him enough time, everything past the an urge to give LG a baby, and then leave, fulfill them.
the way back, the mood suddenly a lot easier, when I stay out, no longer eager for a person, if there is a sense of relief. I Unfortunately, the addition of more than a lucky man, I could see the envy of Koizumi's eyes, as well as sentimental. I should be exactly that position is her son. can fulfill such a love of two people together, I was not In my old, dead time, no assessment can be directly into heaven? hehe.

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